The feeling of having no words to express myself before anyone is something which is unbearable. I can't explain how bad I am feeling is a curse. In fact, normal routine seems so boring. Eating, reading , sleeping etc..and cycle goes on.
Somewhere, inside me, a real self wants to get rid of everything. It just wants to escape somewhere. No wishes left in me. It's so ...I don't know what to say🙄🙄