The feeling of having no words to express myself before anyone is something which is unbearable. I can't explain how bad I am feeling is a curse. In fact, normal routine seems so boring. Eating, reading , sleeping etc..and cycle goes on.
Somewhere, inside me, a real self wants to get rid of everything. It just wants to escape somewhere. No wishes left in me. It's so ...I don't know what to say🙄🙄
What is solitude?
If I try to analyse my own situation in this pandemic era, then I would definitely be able to define solitude with some experiences.
SOLITUDE: A state of mind in which a person feels aloof but comfortable. This is a different kind of happiness for the one who finds happiness in being alone at a peaceful place.
Like, nowadays I feel like not doing anything except remaining alone in my room with my books,mobile or laptop. I don't even chat with my friends. I just want to be away from everyone and everything.
So, how solitude is different from loneliness?
It's not very different to explain. For example, there is a matter of happiness, intentionality, and contentment in solitude while loneliness is not chosen. Rather, loneliness has a component of sadness, unintentionality and resentment. This is why people prefer solitude not loneliness.
